We met at a corner deli near Janet's office, and after we ordered lunch, Janet began by saying, "Megan, you wouldn't believe what a great time Sally a...d I had. I don't know if you've ever heard about this, but a lot of white, single, middle-aged women, and even some married women, go to Jamaica to find young men to have sex with. Most of these women are from Europe, Britain, Canada and the United States. These young, local, black guys, usually from 18 to 30 years old, go overboard flattering. Nahi mom asa mat kahna maina mom ka moon par hath rakh kar bola.Mom ap ko jo chaheya mila ga or maree be satisfaction ho jaa ge, theak hai magar abhi nahi abhi tara pita ana wala hayin subha wasa be taree school sa chutee hai, theak hai mom magar abhi to mara pass batho batain karta hayin, chal theak hai magar koe maste nahi karna, theak hai. Phir mom na muj s a poocha toona chota ko kasa pataya tha, to maina saree baat such such bata dee, mom ya sun kar hansna lagi or boli bohat chalak ho gaya. That's why it was so difficult to accept the truth that came out after my father died in an accident at the mechanic shop. As you might imagine, this was horrible enough as it was. It's always horrible to have family die, it's indescribable, especially in such a senseless accident.But when you're poor it's worse. All the usual horror is there, but suddenly you also can't afford to live in the way you did before, and you need to reconcile grief with immediate material security.But it got worse.. I wondered what my own hands would look like with a French manicure.Ahalya had told me if I saved up my money maybe I could get one..."Are you paying attention Robert?" my supervisor said impatiently."Huh-uh..." I hardly recognized my old name. I'd been thinking of myselfas Sakari for quite some time. "Yes...I...excuse me...I don't think Iheard you what you were saying..."Ms. Harris looked at me strangely, or I should say, more strangely thanshe'd been looking at me all along. It was my voice,.